Thursday, June 21, 2012

Staying Home

Feeling really rundown and sick. 
So decided to stay home today per nurse's suggestion.
I don't want Bella to get sick. 

If I have an option, I would stay with her.
Although the nurses have been treating her nicely, they are also just doing their job.
Nothing can equal a mother's love.
I would want to be there for her.
Who wouldn't?



Sunday, June 17, 2012

Day 9

Today marks the 9th day since Isabella was born. Still no sign of being able to go home. They are doing more tests to rule out any possibility of infection and other issues that's causing her stridor.

While driving to the hospital, I couldn't help but cry. Emotions are too high to handle. They are saying that she may need another possible surgery.

I just want to bring her home....
I want to cuddle with her.....
Take a nap with her....
Pacify her when she's upset or crying...
Feed her..
Play with her...
Bathe her....
Be able to give her lots of kisses, anytime....

All these normal things that a mom & newborn does & not to have to wait if the nurse will arrange all the cords/tubes so you can cuddle your little one. Little things you sometimes take for granted.


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